As of this very moment, I have had 17,695 page views on my blog. I have made quite a few great friends, some of who I speak with on a more personal level. But I can't do this any more. What I mean is this blog, or at least what it has become. Most of you know me on an intimate level. But what you don't know, is that I've been battling depressive mood swings for the last seven years. I have recently reached a point that is beyond my control
I started blogging in June '11. I figured I would mix a little bit of wit, a little humor, but most importantly, a little bit of me. My goal has always been to put a smile on everyone's face. Whether through banter, jokes, or even truth. I guess that comes through a childhood that "Hollywood Liberals" would call awful. I just called it growing up. But I have always had some strange "need" to make everyone feel comfortable, regardless of how I feel.
But I have finally reached a point where I can no longer oblige. Non of you know me on a completely intimate level, and that's the way I prefer it. But my life has taken an unexpected turn, and I feel as though I am spiraling. The only thing I can think to do, is to open up here. Not for praise, regret, prayers, or anything else of that matter. I just have a lot of shit pent up, and who better to tell than a public who is in arms distance.
I am suspending the usual Monday, Wednesday, and Friday posts. I am also suspending any political shit. I will be posting on America working for obvious reasons. I will also finish my series on Entitlements. Just because if you start something, you should finish it.
Everyone can expect a lot more music posts. Only because that is the one thing that always holds true in my life. WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................ You mat not like the music...........................